Monday, July 28, 2008

When the sun doesn't shine
When the moon runs and hide
When the shadows cover the ground
You are still the love of my life

Even if the sun refuses to shine
Even if the moon was to run and hide
Even if the shadows covered the ground
Even if the pathways couldn't be found
Even if my eyes failed to see the way
This is the testimony I would say
That you have always brought me through the night
You are still the love of my life

Life bites, so deal with it.
8:14 AM

Saturday, July 26, 2008

I can't believe that I woke up in time to go to school today since I came home pretty late last night. Heheh, I went out to kai kai again. XD

That Celia want to kena from me edi.

She said she WILL BE IN SCHOOL.

Her bayang pun tak nampak. =.=

Anyway, we only had like 2 hours of lessons today which is History and Chemistry.

And Zingwei, no I'm not trying to bodek Ms. Koay.

I bukan pembodek. Haha

We ate in class in front of Pn. Ivy since she's not teaching.

The best thing bout this teacher is that she can close one eye when it comes to certain things like this. Come on la, eating in class is something triffle.

It's not like it's a big sin or something, right?

And Pn. Ivy even ate in class with us. Muahaha!

Biology was bloody stupid and retarded.

SLEEPY VOICE WAS NOT IN SCHOOL!

Hallelujah

Evonne buat business in school and Izni became the speaker/presenter for the clothes that Evonne is selling.

After that, I taught the class bad words, stuffs. XD

Eh, it's related to Bio you know coz we're learning Reproduction and Growth now.

So yeah, I looked up fellatio for them to learn up. Heheh

Then Evonne put in the CD-Rom that Sleepy Voice use to teach us.

That girl ar, fuiyoh, her brains ar, not that innocent I tell you.

Putting all gila answers for the questions all.

Tch tch.

Izni kena, Mallisah kena, Adele pun kena.

I mean for the names she put in the answers she created.

The question goes like this,

'Why is sexual reproduction important?'

Or something like that, I can't really remember.

So that girl type in something that goes like this

'So that Izni can continue her genetic -something something- with N****'

Then I tak ingat edi.

Was busy talking. =P

So yeah that's about it la.

And, I'm too bloody lazy to write bout Speech Day.

xX Shaun.

Life bites, so deal with it.
7:00 AM

Friday, July 25, 2008

I'm not in the mood to blog so I'mma post up lyrics to two of my current favourite songs right now.

Ahmir - Come Back Lyrics

I'm in pain, but I understand the things you're trying to say.
So if its too late and I can't create a way to fix my mistakes
I'll be on my way to another state I won't stay another day.
Just say the word and I'll be on my curb (I think)
Cause that's all that I deserve.

Don't want nobody else but you.
Won't settle for somebody new.
Don't wanna live this life without you.
I need you here with me right now..

You ever wanted something so bad that you just can't have??
You ever needed that one thing that's not in your grasp.
It's you that I'm wanting and needing like that.
So baby do me this favor and come right on back to me..

On my own, I'm not feeling strong, and I'm gonna stay alone.
Cause moving on is not what I want, the thought of it feels so wrong.
I call your phone, your never home and I'm tired of that ring back tone.
Just speak to me so I can live the dream of being back in ur arms..

Don't want nobody else but you.
Won't settle for somebody new.
Don't wanna live this life without you.
I need you here with me right now..

You ever wanted something so bad that you just can't have??
You ever needed that one thing that's not in your grasp.
It's you that I'm wanting and needing like that.
So baby do me this favor and come right on back to me..

Ever wanted something so bad
Ever needed something not in your grasp
It's you that I'm wanting like that
So do me this favor...
Ever wanted somerthing so bad ((said I want you))
Ever needed something not in your grasp (oooh oooh oooh))
It's you that I'm wanting like that ((like that))
So do me this favor...

So baby do me this favor and come right on back to me
You ever wanted something so bad that you just can't have??
You ever needed that one thing that's not in your grasp??
It's you that I'm wanting and needing like that.
So baby do me this favor and come right on back to me..
Come right on back, come right on back to me...

Usher - His Mistakes (I Can't Win)

Do I remind you of the pain
That he put you through, girl
Is that the reason I’m to blame
Before I do it…
Is it because he, treated you so badly
I always stand accused
Protecting yourself, from somebody else
I’m not who’s hurting you

And it’s killing me girl you compare me to him
Always guilty before the sin
I can’t win, I can’t win
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl would I refuse to
Pay for something I didn’t do
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes

He left a scar across your heart
I understand, girl
Don’t let his wrongs tear us apart
Cause girl I’m your man

Just because he did
You swear I’m cheating
You think I just don’t care
Why must I do time
For another man’s crime
Girl you know that aint fair

And it’s killing me girl you compare me to him
Always guilty before the sin
I can’t win, I can’t win
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl would I refuse to
Pay for something I didn’t do
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes

I know he did you wrong
But tell me what does that have to do with me
Trying to show you something real
Figure out what is going on
Before you look up and I’ll be gone..
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse
To pay for something I didn’t do, girl
I love you, and I love you I love you

I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse
To pay for something I didn’t do, no
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes

Life bites, so deal with it.
8:59 AM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

July 22nd

Serene S.T. and I went to Prangin to watch a movie. I waited for the stupid Rapid bus to come for around one and a half hours and still no sign of that BLOODY bus. Konon la, they improve the bus service. My ass la. I could have waited longer but Serene's already in Prangin so I had to call a taxi instead. RM15 gone just like that. A big THANK YOU to the Rapid buses la. Bloody fuck =.=

Reached Prangin around 4.45pm then Serene and I went to this restaurant called TaiHe to eat. I ordered something called Cheese Chicken Baked Rice and damn! It tastes just like heaven man! It's seriously that nice and even the tomyam is just FUIYOH!! Spicy and sour, just the way I like it. Haha. Oh yeah, the food's cheap too. Good food that's cheap =D The no. 1 place to dine for cheapskates like me. Muahaha!

After our meal, we went up to the cinema to buy tickets for Kuntilanak 3. We were the only ones who bought the tickets for that movie. YAY! A whole cinema to ourselves and we're watching a horror movie. XD Since the movie will only start 25 minutes later, we walked around. There are many shops on sale but then the clothes in Prangin are not to my liking anymore. It's uh, kinda lala-ish. I tak suka. We went to Eikojia to look for earrings and I saw spikes there. I thought that those spikes wouldn't fit my wrist, considering the skinny ass that I am and mana tau, it fits! For the first time, I finally managed to find a bracelet that fits my wrist. WHOOP WHOOP! Xin Yi will be so jealous. =P

We went up to the cinema after a while coz Serene wants to use the toilet. That bloody idiot bloody switched off the lights while I was walking out from the toilet. Idiot, so dark la. Dah la, that toilet looks so eerie edi, some more want to switch off the lights. I must have looked like an idiot while trying to swing open the almost closing door and running out from the toilet. Tch tch.

Thought the thought of having the whole cinema to yourself is fun to think of at first, we chickened out when we look inside the cinema from the outside. Suddenly, the cinema just looked so big and dark (well, duh, it's suppose to be dark), not to mention scary. Lucky for us, we weren't the only ones in the cinema. A Malay couple was behind us when we were looking inside the cinema and only then, we were brave enough to enter the cinema. Lmao. Serene and I were the only ones screaming and screaming our heads off. Well, she screamed and as for me, it sounds more like a whimper. Haha. Didn't manage to watch the movie clearly as my hands was constantly on my face. Serene lagi hebat, hide behind her bag. XD

If you like horror movies, Kuntilanak 3 os highly recommended.

July 23rd

School's just blah-ish these days. Sometimes I just don't like going to school, just wanna skip and skip and skip. If it weren't because I'm having SPM this year, I would have skipped like nobody's business just like last yeart, right after the end of term exams.

Putting that aside, Mr. Koay will make a good priest with his "Thou shall not"s. XD His latest "Thou shall not"s are:

"Thou shall not influence your teacher to do bad things that are not lawful"

and,

"Thou shall not CONTAMINATE your teacher!"

So funny la that teacher. So much better than that Sleepy Voice, no sense of humour at all. Tch tch.

As for today, Kaan gave a speech. Haha a very stupid speech. Here's how it goes.

Gayathiri and Prashan were in front in the class holding up the banner that they used for the Teacher's Day dance. Kaan came in front, looking all formal and she gave this speech.

"Saya sebagai Menteri Besar Pulau Pinang ingin mengucap sedikit sebanyak tentang...( I don't know what she said here, her voice was too soft). 5 Mahir telah mencapai tahap yang paling terendah sekali! Anda sepatutnya berbangga terhadap pencapaian ini. Saya mengharapkan bahawa kalian terus akan - (someone was talking) Masa saya cakap, kamu pun cakap. (She paused for a while before continuing) Untuk mendapat kejayaan ini, saya tahu kalian sangat-sangat - (Florence came in and talked to Prashan) Eh, siapa ini! ( She waited for Florence to leave before continuing again) Susah sekali untuk mencapai kejayaan ini. Semua orang menghadap ke depan, kalian semua menghadap ke belakang."

Then I don't know what she said coz it was too noisy edi but I know it was something bout 'jamban'.

Tch tch that girl ar, very pandai at this type of things la.

Anyway, my birthday is coming up and me mummy is coming home too. YAY-ness.
What I want for my birthday:

JACK DANIELS

CHIVAS REGAL

MARGARITA

I'm in dire need of liquor. Blah...

That stupid father of mine better get me a laptop or I'll set his house on fire. Grr.

A song from my current favourite band, Armor for Sleep.

Armor for Sleep - Somebody Else's Arms

Saw you laughing aloud to your friends when I was across the room,
I was across the room.
I sick of standing alone when you’re here.
Who’s good enough for you?
Who’s good enough for you?

Well it’s only love it’s not real anyways.
You’re gonna die in somebody else’s arms
And I have to live with that.
You’re gonna die in somebody else’s arms
And I have to live with that.
Well I hope you have a good life, hope you have a good life.
Well I hope you have a good life, hope you have a good life.

And I’ll say "Send me a card when you can, to where you think you should be."
Are where you think you should be?
Too bad, you’re missing the boat and I’m gone.
Call me when you come around.
Will you call me when you come around?

Well it’s only love it’s not real anyways.
It’s only love, it’s not real.
You’re gonna die in somebody else’s arms,
And I have to live with that.
You’re gonna die in somebody else’s arms,
And I have to live with that.
Well I hope you have a good life, hope you have a good life.
Well I hope you have a good life, hope you have a good life.

I’ll be happy to see you happy, if it’s with me or without me around.
I’ll be happy to see you happy, if it’s with me or without me around.

There’s too much, too much I know I’ll never say.
Please take me back, please take me back.

But you’re gonna die in somebody else’s arms,
And I have to live with that.
You’re gonna die in somebody else’s arms,
And I have to live with that. (I have to live)
Well I hope you have a good life, hope you have a good life. [x4]

xX Shaun.

Life bites, so deal with it.
6:15 AM

Monday, July 21, 2008

Días van y vienen,
Mis sentimientos por ti siguen siendo los mismos,
Amando usted sólo romper mi corazón,
Yo sé, pero aún sigue su
tan difícil de soltar el
recuerdos que todavía me atormenta,
Usted le gusta y yo sólo
tener que estar atento usted le gusta,
Leer todos esas notas de amor
que usted escribió para él,
Decir de cómo se le pierda
y la necesidad para que él,
Es la misma para mí que usted,
¿Cómo irónico puede ser esto?
Tal vez sólo estoy en mejor situación
a pie de este,
Coz no quiero escuchar
rompiendo mi corazón en una
mil piezas de nuevo...

Songs of the moment:
Stevie Hoang - Addicted
Marcos Hernandez - The Way I Do
I still bloody love this song.

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad,
Didn't wanna wake up,
And find that I was falling so fast,
Didn't wanna need you,
Didn't wanna need anyone,
Now look what you've done,

Now I can't go on without you,
I'm naked, I can't fake it,
And I'm not that strong without you,
Never thought I could love you the way I do,
Way I do...

xX Shaun.

Life bites, so deal with it.
6:18 AM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

I'm bored so I'll just post up a list of the bands that I like. Current favourites is more like it. XD
Before I start writing bout my favourite bands, here's what happen yesterday in school.

Well, my mood really tak bagus nowadays la.

So it's no wonder that I lose my temper so bloody easily.

During Bio, I quarrelled with Sleepy Voice. Yes, I yelled at her. Been dying to do that since like 6 months ago. Blah

Here's what happen.

Celia was writing something on the invitation 'card' that Sheline( and Eline) gave out. Then that Sleepy Voice saw her writing and she stopped teaching and started asking questions. First she asked Laureene what's the paper about. She kept quiet, not sure on how to answer her. Then Kaan said it's Sheline and Eline's birthday invitation. Sleepy Voice turned and gave them THE look and started asking them stupid questions. =.= I was already starting to feel pissed off coz of the way she looked and talked to the twins la. I mean what's her problem with them la?

After that, she asked Celia what she was writing on the paper and that's where I jumped in.

Sleepy Voice; Me

Celia, what are you writing on the paper?

Teacher, she was writing Bio notes on the paper la.

What! She was not writing Bio notes. I saw her writing on the yellow paper. How dare you say that she wrote Bio notes?

Yeah la! She wrote notes ON the YELLOW PAPER!

Shauni, you shouldn't be involved in this!

Whatever...*turns and glares at the table*

Don't give me that look! I don't like it.

*turns and glare at Sleepy Voice*

That's rebellion you know.

Fine then, I shall smile at you then.

And I really did smiled at her. =.=

Then she continued nagging and nagging. Simbeguenca

So that's what happen.

Moving on to my Top 10 list then.

Top 10 Bands

1. Paramore

Paramore is one the best bands around! Hands down! Haha and there's Hayley Williams in it too *winks winks*

2. Amber Pacific

Heck! Amber Pacific is one heckuva great all-guys band. XD Check them out and you won't regret it.

3. The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Not a bad band, seriously. Bloody in love with their Seventeen Ain't So Sweet. Very meaningful song.

4. Lostprophets

Why I like this band? The lead singer banyak cool la. LMAO

5. Secondhand Serenade

This band has the best acoustic songs around.

6. The Veronicas

Yes, they ARE a band. Haha. Hot, hot. Sizzling HOT. XD

7. Faber Drive

A band worth checking out too.

8. Sum 41

My all-time favourite band =]

9. Daughtry

I've been a Daughtry fan ever since I heard It's Not Over. Lol.

10. The Summer Obsession

If you listen to almost all the bands listed here, you'll surely love The Summer Obsession.

Right, that's about all I guess.

Before I end, here's a birthday shoutout.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHELINE AND ELINE!!!

I'm a little lazy to go search for their pics in Friendster. Yes, I know I'm lazy. Sue me =P

I'm such a genius =.= Faceless. Cheh. Besides that,
I've gotta stop being emo.

xX Shaun.

Life bites, so deal with it.
5:20 AM

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Damn! It sucks to live in Penang sometimes. GRR! You know why? The most happening concerts and gigs are mostly in KL!! Damn it yo! And I WANT and NEED to go to MTV Asia Award!

JARED LETO IS HOSTING MAA!!!

Look, look, the frontman of 30 Seconds to Mars, the ONE AND ONLY Jared Leto, baby! XD

I know I'm acting crazy but who cares!

I gotta reload my phone and start calling hit.fm for those mosh pit passes or however you spell them.

Not only that, Daughtry, One Republic, Leona Lewis and I don't know who else will be there. Damn

Okay, enough of MAA. Here a list of concerts to come.

Artistry - July 19th

feat. Flo Rida, DJ Vandal, Popshuvit, Machi

Sony Ericsson Traffic Jam - July 26th

feat. Daughtry

MTV Asia Awards - August 2nd

feat. A LOT OF ARTISTES XD

Panic! At The Disco - August 5th

And for a little local flavour.

Campur Chart Goes Live Tour 4 - July 26th

Venue: Carmen Bistro, City Bayview Hotel, Penang

Bands Performing: Love Me Butch, The Otherside Orchestra, purevibracion, Bittersweet, Deja Voodoo Spells and One Buck Short

The best thing about this is that admission is free!

And for once, a local gig is held in Penang.

Tch tch, Altered Frequency or Frequency Canon or maybe Estranged should perform here in Penang too. Tch tch.

I guess, that's about it for today. And, you fellas better pray for me to win those MAA passes! Lmao.

Toodles!

xX Shaun.

Life bites, so deal with it.
8:17 AM

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

I tried my hand at writing a poem after such a long time and sad to say, I've lost my skill!! GOD! Not like what I'll usually write. It sucks and it makes no sense. To me it doesn't makes any sense la.

Well you be the judge then. Haha.

I wished I've gotten over you in

the year before we got together,

So I wouldn't have to pick up the

pieces that are broken once again,

Yes, I am still very much captivated

by you; that's my confession,

Forgive me for pushing you away at time; know

that I'm afraid to fall like I did before,

Constantly I've been thinking; wondering if I

should move on or wait like a fool,

Or maybe, just maybe it's time to close these

open arms; walk away from this mess I've choose

to fall into,

Forget about 'us'; there's only 'you' and 'me' now...

Blah. It sucks I know. I've lost my touch. Ish.

xX Shaun.

Life bites, so deal with it.
6:49 AM

Sunday, July 6, 2008

I absolutely hate having tuitions on Saturday! Coz I can't bloody go out for the whole day. Sheesh!

After tuition, Wee Na dropped Xin Yi and I at my house then we went to wait for the bus going to Gurney.

Xin Yi chiak pa boh su cho. XD

When we reached Gurney, Grace messaged Xin Yi that she's going to the SGGS concert. Thank God! Hallelujah! We walked around, looking for prom clothes. Can't find anything suitable though. After that, we went to Tower Records and spent almost an hour there.

Guess what we crazy buckos did? We WALKED from Gurney to SGGS. Yes, we BLOODY WALKED from Gurney to SGGS.

I was skipping when Xin Yi took this picture and it turned out like this. Tch tch.

We almost got lost in the process of walking there. XD We even vained while walking there. Haha hopeless, I know.

Introducing the latest ads for Excel. XD

Excel united!! YEAH, BABY! XD

We walked and walked till we saw this.

And Xin Yi said it was cute. o.O

Nevertheless, we reached SGGS after 45 minutes of walking. We could have reached there earlier if only Grace had fetched us when she saw us walking. The reason why she didn't fetch us was because her mum thought I was a guy and Xin Yi blamed me for that. Tch tch.

The three of us went around exploring and the school banyak besar la. Aiyo.

Now, this is cool. Our school should have this thing in up too to instill some sense of fear into us. Muahaha!

Ooh la la. Haha

I'm way better than you at this, Xin Yi. =P

Two pretty ladies sitting on the whale.

While we were looking at the school's cups, books, files etc etc on display, two of the SGGS students asked if we could accompany them to the editorial room as the corridor was bloody dark. I jumped up to them and said 'Okay' as I was feeling a little bit retarded that time. Even their editorial room is big, okay, maybe not that big. Haha. After accompanying them to the editorial room, we introduced ourselves and voila! We now know Rebecca and uh, her friend. XD I forgotten what was the other fella's name. Lmao.

We went into the school hall after that for the concert. Hmm, actually it's an orchestra but hey, it's not that bad. I'll know you'll say boring but it's not really that boring la. You get to see some young talents performing. =P

Grace, your supposed to be taking the picture of the three of us! Not yourself! Tch tch.

After listening to a few songs, we decided to go explore the school again. Once again, we started vaining. Haha.

Feet-less people. Thanks to mua. Heheh.

It's kinda creepy exploring the school at night as some places were not litted. Since it was too creepy, we went to the canteen and talked coz there are fans there. Lol. When we were talking, we saw the members of the band came out with dressing in cloaks and all and we quickly went back to the hall. Turns out that they were trying to do a Phantom of the Opera scene. Not bad. So we sat down and watched till the orchestra finished at 10pm. All in one, it's not bad la.

Alright, that will be all for the SGGS concert. And, a big THANK YOU to Xin Yi for sending me the pictures and for resizing them for me too. =]

The reason for my moodiness is because...read the lyrics and you will know why. Blah.

Redd Stylez - Anniversary

Baby
I'm sitting here all by myself
On the day that we met
Wishing you was here with me
You kept trying to warn me
But I just wouldn't listen

Oh no

I remember when
Just like it happened yesterday
You would say "I love you"
And I say "I love you too"
Should be over it
Cause now we've gone our separate ways
A part of me
Just can't let go of you
All my homies say "Boy, stop tripping"
And my mama said "It's time to be a man"
But tell me how can I move on
When my heart is still holding on
To the day when we were more than friends

You never know a good thing
Until it's gone
Now I'm all alone
Wishing that you'd come back home
I know that I hurt you
I didn't deserve you
And it's killing me
All these memories, baby
I ain't slept
Since the day you've been gone
I keep changing the station
Cause they playing our song
If I never hurt you
And did you so wrong
You'd still be here with me
On our anniversary

Reminiscing on the plans
That we made
Sitting up in my room
Thinking "Damn
How did I let you slip from these arms?"
Then together since the ninth grade
Kissing up in the halls
Holding hands
Late night talking on the telephone

I'm lost if you're not with me
My world just ain't the same
(Why Why)
Please don't let it
(Die Die)
Feel like I'm about to
(Cry Cry)
I can't be without you now

You never know a good thing
Until it's gone
Now I'm all alone
Wishing that you'd come back home
I know that I hurt you
I didn't deserve you
And it's killing me
All these memories, baby
I ain't slept
Since the day you've been gone
I keep changing the station
Cause they playing our song
If I never hurt you
And did you so wrong
You'd still be here with me
On our anniversary

If I have to get down on my knees
And beg for mercy
I'ma do it girl
Said I'ma do it baby
I'm down on my knees
And begging you please
Girl, I was stupid
I was so dumb to let you go

Oh na na na na na na
Oh na na na na na na (All I can say is)
Oh na na na na na na
Oh na na na na na na

(Baby, why'd you take your love away)

I ain't slept
Since the day you've been gone
I keep changing the station
Cause they playing our song
If I never hurt you
And did you so wrong
You'd still be here with me
On our anniversary

You never know a good thing
Until it's gone
Now I'm all alone
Wishing that you'd come back home
I know that I hurt you
I didn't deserve you
And it's killing me
All these memories, baby
I ain't slept
Since the day you've been gone
I keep changing the station
Cause they playing our song
If I never hurt you
And did you so wrong
You'd still be here with me
On our anniversary (Baby)

I know that I should be over you by now but my heart is still holding to what, I don't know.

xX Shaun.

Life bites, so deal with it.
5:34 AM

Thursday, July 3, 2008

I've been sick for 4 days now. Grr! Flu, coughing, headaches and slight fever. Blah, I may have fever but I can still walk under the rain to school today. XD Hebat, no? Haha. I just don't care bout my health la. My mood's on the rut. And I don't bloody know why. =.= Anyway, school is still the same. Same old crazy stuffs going on in our class. After all, we have more than one joker in our class. It makes school hours more deal-able. Lol. Guess what Izni and Izue did during Physics today?

Let the drums roll! Dum dum dum~~~

Aha well since Mr Koay is away for a meeting, these two wackos kissed in class! Yes, you read it right, they kissed in class. Why? Coz the whole class was practically daring them to. XD After they did that, a lot of people wants to see some tongue action including me. Ahem. That Izue babi will do it, for a price of course. Babi betul. SO, everyone took out coins and put in on the chair, RM1 for 1 minute of tongue action. In the end, that babi buat bising until sir came in, so they didn't do. Cheh cheh! It would have been fun. Muahahaha.

Well, that's about it la, can't wait to go for the St. Georges concert this Saturday. Yippee! XD

Toodles then!

xX Shaun.

Life bites, so deal with it.
5:42 AM

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