Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Kristine Mirelle - Let GoMaybe I just thought I had you here
I thought that you would not go anywhere
I abused my position
And I didn't care
And now that you no longer turn to me
And it seems that you got over me
I can hardly breathe
You no longer need me
I'm just sorry I found out late
But all the choices I Made
I thought of me
And not how it'd be to watch you walk away
I know I'll never make it right
But everyday I try
In hopes you might come back
You're where my heart's at
I have to find a way
And everytime I think of you
It's hard for me to think of what I can do
I used to have you here beside me
I just want you here beside me baby
How can the sun keep shinin'
When my whole body's cryin
I know I never told you why
I need you in my life
Melissa Smith - I Believed
I believed what you said,
But love doesn't have a meaning
When you hurt me so bad
Just threw it all away
You knew I was scared
To once more let you get that close to me
Despite what you did
I believed
Oh, I'm not at all emo ;)
xX Shaun.
Life bites, so deal with it.
9:20 AM
9:20 AM
Monday, May 18, 2009
There's nothing more stupid in this world then waiting on something that will never be in your grasp, again.
Why is that despite the pain that will render us senseless, we keep coming back for more; wanting more of this euphoric pain?
Is there any euphoria, any addiction in wallowing ourselves in hopeless sadness and pain?
I wonder sometimes...
Yet, as always the answers eluded me just when I thought I had them in my grasp.
We always say "I'd do it all over again" when given the chance but truly, do these chances come upon us often?
Moving on, letting go; nothing is ever that hard.
For some, it's just a breeze.
They say that our first love is always the most beautiful but the most painful of them all coz it never really last.
Ironic isn't it that when we first know love for the first time, we end up welcoming in the unbearable pain that will last for months and maybe years.
We will definitely move on one day but there will always be that special place in our heart kept and sealed for our first love.
Some say even though the river of time continues it's steady flow, when their first love seek to return into their lives, they'd take them back just to feel that special bond once again.
I'd best stop here before more nonsense seeks it's place in this.
I wish to write more but this is enough for one night.
Why is that despite the pain that will render us senseless, we keep coming back for more; wanting more of this euphoric pain?
Is there any euphoria, any addiction in wallowing ourselves in hopeless sadness and pain?
I wonder sometimes...
Yet, as always the answers eluded me just when I thought I had them in my grasp.
We always say "I'd do it all over again" when given the chance but truly, do these chances come upon us often?
Moving on, letting go; nothing is ever that hard.
For some, it's just a breeze.
They say that our first love is always the most beautiful but the most painful of them all coz it never really last.
Ironic isn't it that when we first know love for the first time, we end up welcoming in the unbearable pain that will last for months and maybe years.
We will definitely move on one day but there will always be that special place in our heart kept and sealed for our first love.
Some say even though the river of time continues it's steady flow, when their first love seek to return into their lives, they'd take them back just to feel that special bond once again.
I'd best stop here before more nonsense seeks it's place in this.
I wish to write more but this is enough for one night.
Why does love always feel like a battlefield?
Jordin Sparks - Battlefield
Jordin Sparks - Battlefield
A little bit of cheekiness can lighten up the darkness clouding the heart sometimes.
xX Shaun.
xX Shaun.
Life bites, so deal with it.
8:11 AM
8:11 AM
I haven't been online much these few days.
One, I find nothing to do when I'm online.
Two, I still find nothing to do when I'm online.
Three, plainly put, I need a life.
Music addiction time baby!!
Latest song addiction(s), Kevin Rudolf's Welcome to the World.
Hell man, this song kick-assa. XD
Oh yeah, KEVIN RUDOLFFFF! AHAHAHA!Welcome to the World *
All the time that you were gone,
I thought about how things went wrong
Now you're coming down to earth
Ok, hello, welcome to the world
Gimme a Sign
Well I walk through the valley of
The shadow of death.
And I dance with the Devil
but I got no regrets.
He told me next time your in
town drop me a line.
Oh, just gimme a sign.
Let the world fall apart.
Just gimme a sign
don´t leave me in the dark.
Livin It Up
And I can't speak, not that I ever wanted to
I just dream cause, well, living is hard
Don't pity me, just keep moving along
I will be living it up, living it up, living it up
No Way Out
I told my self I believed it
But who was I kidding
Out of these eyes I could see it
But it's all a lie the end is near I can feel it
Ya it's comin around but now
there's no doubt it's settled
She Can Get It *
Yeah she don't stop
She working' it all about
She moves it around the clock
And she can get it, sh-sh-she can get it
Don't quit, the way that she moves it
She's making me lose my grip
And she can get it, sh-sh-she can g-g-get it
And there's no no way out no way out
I Song *
So I'm singing
I want it all but I take just a little
I feel her touch then I need some more
We get high just to try
and relieve the pain
But a voice inside reminds
me there must be a better way.
Songs marked with * are highly recommended.
NEXT,
I Know You Want Me (Calle Ocho)
I know you want me
You know I want cha (want cha)
one-two-three-four
Uno-do'-tres-cuatro
Okay enough of the songs.
Just a very brief update for the past two days.
22nd May
So, it's the so-called innocent and holy babi's birthday.
She came back for like two days and girl, you finally got your wish.
The Great Shaun was almost flat for you. XD
AHHH Heineken!! LOL
If it weren't for something/someone, I wouldn't have drank that much and complain like there's no tomorrow.
Tch tch, such an unhealthy form of escapism.
Anyways, no pictures as my f*cked up mms is giving me problems.
*curses*
Xin Yi drove all the way to Batu Ferringhi and good thing, she wasn't high. XD
23rd May
Went bowling and damn, it was fun especially when Goh Goh is there.
That girl ar, damn funny la the way she bowl. XD
Too bad, we did not take any videos of her bowling.
Alright, I'm much too lazy to write more.
Tak ada the mood to update.
And orientation's in two weeks time.
Damn...
xX Shaun.
Life bites, so deal with it.
7:31 AM
7:31 AM
