Monday, June 29, 2009
Confessions 101
by Shaun K.
Dedicated to the one person I'm lucky to have known.
Being with you has never been easy,
For you were cold like ice to me,
Your actions caused a chasm within me; always filled with doubt,
Always filled with questions,
Am I not doing enough?
I took the blame when you said I was being cold to you,
But you were the one drifting away
on that perilous Sea of Drifting Apart,
How could I not be depressed?
How could I not be wondering?
How could I not be...angry?
I kept my feelings inside; for I was always to hurt you my angel
sent from above,
Cold your actions may be but truly you are the best
thing that has ever happened to me,
But I was stupid; bloody stupid,
Looking back,
I couldn't believe the fool I was,
I never meant to say that I
don't love you anymore,
If I could make you understand the emotions
within me; would you forgive me
for saying those accursed words?
Anger condemned me,
Regrets haunted me to this day,
I bleed more than you could ever imagine; bleeding
for my fool's mistakes,
Bleeding for letting you go without
fighting till the very end to make you stay,
Tears of blood I cried; you'll never see or know,
A thousand apologies I wish to say to you,
But will it ever heal the rift that I've caused?
Will it ever bring us back to where
we've been before; where love was intense and sweet,
You've move on; my human eyes could see that,
It tears me apart to know you've move on,
Never once did I blame you for that; never...
If you ever habour any hatred for me,
I will never ever back away from it,
For I will accept it face on,
One thing's for sure,
You'll never know how much it
hurts me to say I don't love you anymore...
I loved you,
With all my heart,
And that's true,
Stuck on you; ditto that,
It has never change,
My love for you could only
grow stronger; never once weaker,
Tell me, how could I let go of a
wonderful person like you?
I gave you all of me,
For I believe you deserved
to be love deeply and be
appreciated for the wonderful person you are,
2 years; 24 months of unsaid words,
730 days of missing you miserably,
Seconds after seconds,
Minutes after minutes,
I pray fervently for a chance
to make things right again,
Will you ever come back?
It runs in my head over and over again,
But you and I both know the answer; No
I could live with that; could I?
Your smile is enough to melt the
ice within me,
Your eyes are beyond mesmerizing,
I could look into them forever; over and over,
Drowning in the love we once shared,
I'm stuck in the past; replaying the time
you smiled at me when you said 'Yes',
God, how I missed it so much,
I never regretted the one year of pain and hurt
I had to endured to make you mine,
2 months or so is short,
Some might say,
But it was the best 2 months of my life,
Of finally being able to be with the
one I loved with all my heart, my being,
Friends are what we could be now,
All of my willpower is what it takes
to be holding back these feelings when you
are around,
It sucks tenfold when you had already moved on
while I'm still stuck here with my profound
love for you,
Move on; those are the advices they gave me,
I tried, tried and TRIED!
In the end, it all came back to you,
No one but you, baby girl.
I guess I'll always be watching from the side lines; finding for ways to move on, to let go.
by Shaun K.
Dedicated to the one person I'm lucky to have known.
Being with you has never been easy,
For you were cold like ice to me,
Your actions caused a chasm within me; always filled with doubt,
Always filled with questions,
Am I not doing enough?
I took the blame when you said I was being cold to you,
But you were the one drifting away
on that perilous Sea of Drifting Apart,
How could I not be depressed?
How could I not be wondering?
How could I not be...angry?
I kept my feelings inside; for I was always to hurt you my angel
sent from above,
Cold your actions may be but truly you are the best
thing that has ever happened to me,
But I was stupid; bloody stupid,
Looking back,
I couldn't believe the fool I was,
I never meant to say that I
don't love you anymore,
If I could make you understand the emotions
within me; would you forgive me
for saying those accursed words?
Anger condemned me,
Regrets haunted me to this day,
I bleed more than you could ever imagine; bleeding
for my fool's mistakes,
Bleeding for letting you go without
fighting till the very end to make you stay,
Tears of blood I cried; you'll never see or know,
A thousand apologies I wish to say to you,
But will it ever heal the rift that I've caused?
Will it ever bring us back to where
we've been before; where love was intense and sweet,
You've move on; my human eyes could see that,
It tears me apart to know you've move on,
Never once did I blame you for that; never...
If you ever habour any hatred for me,
I will never ever back away from it,
For I will accept it face on,
One thing's for sure,
You'll never know how much it
hurts me to say I don't love you anymore...
I loved you,
With all my heart,
And that's true,
Stuck on you; ditto that,
It has never change,
My love for you could only
grow stronger; never once weaker,
Tell me, how could I let go of a
wonderful person like you?
I gave you all of me,
For I believe you deserved
to be love deeply and be
appreciated for the wonderful person you are,
2 years; 24 months of unsaid words,
730 days of missing you miserably,
Seconds after seconds,
Minutes after minutes,
I pray fervently for a chance
to make things right again,
Will you ever come back?
It runs in my head over and over again,
But you and I both know the answer; No
I could live with that; could I?
Your smile is enough to melt the
ice within me,
Your eyes are beyond mesmerizing,
I could look into them forever; over and over,
Drowning in the love we once shared,
I'm stuck in the past; replaying the time
you smiled at me when you said 'Yes',
God, how I missed it so much,
I never regretted the one year of pain and hurt
I had to endured to make you mine,
2 months or so is short,
Some might say,
But it was the best 2 months of my life,
Of finally being able to be with the
one I loved with all my heart, my being,
Friends are what we could be now,
All of my willpower is what it takes
to be holding back these feelings when you
are around,
It sucks tenfold when you had already moved on
while I'm still stuck here with my profound
love for you,
Move on; those are the advices they gave me,
I tried, tried and TRIED!
In the end, it all came back to you,
No one but you, baby girl.
I guess I'll always be watching from the side lines; finding for ways to move on, to let go.
How many years will it take me I wonder?
How long more must I cry these tears before you return or before I could let go and get on with my life?
Life bites, so deal with it.
9:10 AM
9:10 AM
Friday, June 26, 2009
OH MY GOD!
I can't believe that Michael Jackson is DEAD. *cries*
I grew up listening to his songs and now he's dead!?
NOOOOOOOO!!!
My greatest idol in the world is dead.
Okay enough of that.
This is gonna be a post filled with poems.
Some of these poems are from my previous post but I'm reposting them so Yee Lin can read them and give me comments on them. XD
I wrote this poem in class today.
Not the best one but heck, it's been so long since I last written a decent poem.
The stars and the moon
seemed so bright when your with me,
After you left,
Colours had no
meaning to me,
Brightness is only a word
in the dictionary,
As I lay under the blanket of stars tonight,
I wish you could be here to share
this night's beauty with me,
But nothing compares to your beauty,
Not the stars, not even the moon,
Girl, you are way too beautiful,
Your lips are what I yearned for,
Your heart is where I wish to place myself into,
Your arms I want to be in,
Your eyes are the quicksand I want to be swallowed in,
And your love is the one drug that I need for my high,
Could we ever possibly have another chance again,
To dance this dance of love?
Suck-ish, yes?
Here's another one.
How I wish to see your face one again,
How I wish to see the smile that got my
heart fluttering,
How I wish I could hear your voice; even just for a second,
How I wish to hear your infectious laughter on
those dull days,
How I wish that I wasn't so addicted to the love
you once gave me,
How I wish that every song I hear wouldn't
remind me of you,
How I wish that I could stop faking not loving you
and just be over you for real.
My masterpiece. XD
WELL, I'm just exaggerating la.
There you stand,
In all your glory; lo and behold,
So painstakingly beautiful; the beauty I yearned to touch,
Steps I had taken; none too far none too near,
Away from the untarnished jewel of my eye; I longed,
Far too long had my frail being besotted by the brilliance you radiate,
Yet you are like heroine; I am addicted beyond hope,
If I had to risk a friendship to make these damned feelings gone; I will,
For I'm done building walls after walls and masquerading,
The pain of losing you still runs clear in my veins like venom,
The venom that will be the death of me someday,
Forgive me for my whines about my disability to move on; it annoys me to the very core so to speak,
I wish for a cure for these sleepless nights; for I am at my most vulnerable,
The memories plays on like a bad movie; black and white, muted,
When the world sleeps the night away; my mind takes a peek at your image like a Peeping Tom on the run,
And it is during this time am I deranged enough to put pointless and senseless words to pen and paper,
Putting the most discussed topic in ink; You,
And so darling watch me dance; with steps none too far none too near,
Pray, bear with my dance annoying as it may be,
'Till my disability flows to yesterdays that won't return; till my whines drown in the sounds of the past,
Until then my darling, let this drug-induced fool dance.
I can't believe that Michael Jackson is DEAD. *cries*
I grew up listening to his songs and now he's dead!?
NOOOOOOOO!!!
My greatest idol in the world is dead.
Okay enough of that.
This is gonna be a post filled with poems.
Some of these poems are from my previous post but I'm reposting them so Yee Lin can read them and give me comments on them. XD
I wrote this poem in class today.
Not the best one but heck, it's been so long since I last written a decent poem.
The stars and the moon
seemed so bright when your with me,
After you left,
Colours had no
meaning to me,
Brightness is only a word
in the dictionary,
As I lay under the blanket of stars tonight,
I wish you could be here to share
this night's beauty with me,
But nothing compares to your beauty,
Not the stars, not even the moon,
Girl, you are way too beautiful,
Your lips are what I yearned for,
Your heart is where I wish to place myself into,
Your arms I want to be in,
Your eyes are the quicksand I want to be swallowed in,
And your love is the one drug that I need for my high,
Could we ever possibly have another chance again,
To dance this dance of love?
Suck-ish, yes?
Here's another one.
How I wish to see your face one again,
How I wish to see the smile that got my
heart fluttering,
How I wish I could hear your voice; even just for a second,
How I wish to hear your infectious laughter on
those dull days,
How I wish that I wasn't so addicted to the love
you once gave me,
How I wish that every song I hear wouldn't
remind me of you,
How I wish that I could stop faking not loving you
and just be over you for real.
My masterpiece. XD
WELL, I'm just exaggerating la.
There you stand,
In all your glory; lo and behold,
So painstakingly beautiful; the beauty I yearned to touch,
Steps I had taken; none too far none too near,
Away from the untarnished jewel of my eye; I longed,
Far too long had my frail being besotted by the brilliance you radiate,
Yet you are like heroine; I am addicted beyond hope,
If I had to risk a friendship to make these damned feelings gone; I will,
For I'm done building walls after walls and masquerading,
The pain of losing you still runs clear in my veins like venom,
The venom that will be the death of me someday,
Forgive me for my whines about my disability to move on; it annoys me to the very core so to speak,
I wish for a cure for these sleepless nights; for I am at my most vulnerable,
The memories plays on like a bad movie; black and white, muted,
When the world sleeps the night away; my mind takes a peek at your image like a Peeping Tom on the run,
And it is during this time am I deranged enough to put pointless and senseless words to pen and paper,
Putting the most discussed topic in ink; You,
And so darling watch me dance; with steps none too far none too near,
Pray, bear with my dance annoying as it may be,
'Till my disability flows to yesterdays that won't return; till my whines drown in the sounds of the past,
Until then my darling, let this drug-induced fool dance.
And the last poem for this post.
I wished I've gotten over you in
the year before we got together,
So I wouldn't have to pick up the
pieces that are broken once again,
Yes, I am still very much captivated
by you; that's my confession,
Forgive me for pushing you away at time; know
that I'm afraid to fall like I did before,
Constantly I've been thinking; wondering if I
should move on or wait like a fool,
Or maybe, just maybe it's time to close these
open arms; walk away from this mess I've choose
to fall into,
Forget about 'us'; there's only 'you' and 'me' now...
xX Shaun.
Life bites, so deal with it.
6:20 AM
6:20 AM
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
SO, I'm back to square one.
Stuck and never moving forward.
How many times did I said that I will move on and embrace come what may?
The fact remains, the feelings that I always kept buried remains there.
Not gone as I wish it be but there, arising slowly from the walls that contained it.
Seeping out into my very being.
Love, pain, anger and most of all JEALOUSY seeks to condemn me to be cold towards you all the time.
You might read this and shake your head; curse all you want about my inability to move on and my damnable feelings, my damnable lies that are suppose to rot in hell; ignore me till the very end.
Truth is, I couldn't stand bottling everything up and then explode and you're at the receiving end of it.
I never enjoyed being cold towards you, trust me.
I never meant to but jealousy is something I have no control over.
Yes, I'm being jealous over the wrong things but I'm only a human.
What could I possibly do?
Move on? Hah, 2 years was an awful long time for me to do that and look where I am today.
Still stuck on the same spot.
Anger and jealousy only seek to destroy me.
Maybe, I hadn't realize that my infatuation over you has turn to a disease that I have no cure for.
Maybe, I never really want to move on?
Maybe it's cause that's something special about you that no one else seems to have?
Damn, you ARE special.
You might not know it but those that truly loved you will know.
You do have that certain way to brighten up someone's day just with words alone. *smiles*
And your charisma and smiles, damn it's just so hard not to be addicted to it.
And your eyes...shiiittttt, totally mesmerizing.
And and, your vulnerability totally got me head over heels.
Of all things, your vulnerability. *rolls eyes*
But because of that, it made me love you even more coz I don't ever want you to feel the things that you aren't suppose to feel; only unconditional love.
I really want to thank you for giving me the chance to love you the way you deserve and letting me appreciate how special a person you are. =D
Though it wasn't for long but still, it was kinda worth the wait.
Hmm.
Ahhhh damn damn damn!
From an emo post to gloating over you.
I don't blame you for the geli-ness or the awkwardness that will come upon reading this.
Shit shit shit shit shit shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit....
Get a grip on reality Shauni! *shakes head vigorously*
Slap me please, maybe it might make me feel better.
Damn, I can't believe that I wrote this here.
I never want you to know but at the same time, I want you to know too.
AAARGH!!
I wanna say I'm sorry.
I know I've been apologizing and then doing the same thing all over again.
I'm trying to repent but I really meant all those apologies.
Forgive me for writing all these crap but it's necessary for me to feel better.
I'm not gonna take your feelings into consideration for this is about making me feel better.
How do I get close
When she looks like an angel
A moment of her time just seems impossible to me
It’s hard to find the words, to get to know this stranger
I’m scared of what she’ll say if what I say sounds incomplete
And it feels like we belong together
Can someone tell me where do I start
Cuz, I can’t keep on feelin’ the way I do
I can’t keep on, hiding my heart from you
I got to say something before
Someone else comes through,
I can’t keep on loving you,
From a distance
She’s always on my mind, there’s no room left for thinking
I’m tired of waiting slowly fading at least I’m happy now
Cuz I’m running out of time, and I feel this ship is sinking
The doors are closing I am frozen I need her around
And it feels like we belong together
Can someone tell me where do I start
Cuz, I can’t keep on feelin’ the way I do
And I can’t keep on, hiding my heart from you
I got to say something before
Someone else comes through,
I can’t keep on loving you,
From a distance
From a distance
From a distance
From a distance
I can’t hide
I can’t keep on feelin’ the way I do
And I can’t keep on, hiding my heart from you
I got to say something before
Someone else comes through,
Cuz I can’t keep on loving you,
I can’t keep on loving you from a distance.
- Elliot Yamin - Can't Keep Loving You (From a Distance)
I seriously gotta purge my brains and heart.
Damn, I'm the shittiest person on Earth now.
xX Shaun.
Stuck and never moving forward.
How many times did I said that I will move on and embrace come what may?
The fact remains, the feelings that I always kept buried remains there.
Not gone as I wish it be but there, arising slowly from the walls that contained it.
Seeping out into my very being.
Love, pain, anger and most of all JEALOUSY seeks to condemn me to be cold towards you all the time.
You might read this and shake your head; curse all you want about my inability to move on and my damnable feelings, my damnable lies that are suppose to rot in hell; ignore me till the very end.
Truth is, I couldn't stand bottling everything up and then explode and you're at the receiving end of it.
I never enjoyed being cold towards you, trust me.
I never meant to but jealousy is something I have no control over.
Yes, I'm being jealous over the wrong things but I'm only a human.
What could I possibly do?
Move on? Hah, 2 years was an awful long time for me to do that and look where I am today.
Still stuck on the same spot.
Anger and jealousy only seek to destroy me.
Maybe, I hadn't realize that my infatuation over you has turn to a disease that I have no cure for.
Maybe, I never really want to move on?
Maybe it's cause that's something special about you that no one else seems to have?
Damn, you ARE special.
You might not know it but those that truly loved you will know.
You do have that certain way to brighten up someone's day just with words alone. *smiles*
And your charisma and smiles, damn it's just so hard not to be addicted to it.
And your eyes...shiiittttt, totally mesmerizing.
And and, your vulnerability totally got me head over heels.
Of all things, your vulnerability. *rolls eyes*
But because of that, it made me love you even more coz I don't ever want you to feel the things that you aren't suppose to feel; only unconditional love.
I really want to thank you for giving me the chance to love you the way you deserve and letting me appreciate how special a person you are. =D
Though it wasn't for long but still, it was kinda worth the wait.
Hmm.
Ahhhh damn damn damn!
From an emo post to gloating over you.
I don't blame you for the geli-ness or the awkwardness that will come upon reading this.
Shit shit shit shit shit shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit....
Get a grip on reality Shauni! *shakes head vigorously*
Slap me please, maybe it might make me feel better.
Damn, I can't believe that I wrote this here.
I never want you to know but at the same time, I want you to know too.
AAARGH!!
I wanna say I'm sorry.
I know I've been apologizing and then doing the same thing all over again.
I'm trying to repent but I really meant all those apologies.
Forgive me for writing all these crap but it's necessary for me to feel better.
I'm not gonna take your feelings into consideration for this is about making me feel better.
How do I get close
When she looks like an angel
A moment of her time just seems impossible to me
It’s hard to find the words, to get to know this stranger
I’m scared of what she’ll say if what I say sounds incomplete
And it feels like we belong together
Can someone tell me where do I start
Cuz, I can’t keep on feelin’ the way I do
I can’t keep on, hiding my heart from you
I got to say something before
Someone else comes through,
I can’t keep on loving you,
From a distance
She’s always on my mind, there’s no room left for thinking
I’m tired of waiting slowly fading at least I’m happy now
Cuz I’m running out of time, and I feel this ship is sinking
The doors are closing I am frozen I need her around
And it feels like we belong together
Can someone tell me where do I start
Cuz, I can’t keep on feelin’ the way I do
And I can’t keep on, hiding my heart from you
I got to say something before
Someone else comes through,
I can’t keep on loving you,
From a distance
From a distance
From a distance
From a distance
I can’t hide
I can’t keep on feelin’ the way I do
And I can’t keep on, hiding my heart from you
I got to say something before
Someone else comes through,
Cuz I can’t keep on loving you,
I can’t keep on loving you from a distance.
- Elliot Yamin - Can't Keep Loving You (From a Distance)
I seriously gotta purge my brains and heart.
Damn, I'm the shittiest person on Earth now.
xX Shaun.
Life bites, so deal with it.
8:29 AM
8:29 AM
Monday, June 15, 2009
I'm not the same person, I was before
And I realize, I need a change
My heart is heavy, my legs are weakened
From the baggage that you bring
Woah
I just gotta scrub
This pain away
So you wanna be my rehab
Let it drain the past that we had
I'm so sick of all the dirty memories
All these pictures haunting me
Forcing me to therapy
Washing my hands of you
I'm so glad that we're through
I Should’ve listened, to all my close friends
When they told me, you were no good
Well shame on me , twice for staying
I let this song speak my remedy
My chest started breakin'
The hurt started fading (away)
And then that’s when I knew
That's when I knew
I was through with you
- Jackie Boyz - Washing My Hands (Off You)
Maybe I should wash every trace of you clean.
Damn shit, I can't always be breaking the promises I bound myself to.
This isn't right. *shakes head*
xX Shaun.
And I realize, I need a change
My heart is heavy, my legs are weakened
From the baggage that you bring
Woah
I just gotta scrub
This pain away
So you wanna be my rehab
Let it drain the past that we had
I'm so sick of all the dirty memories
All these pictures haunting me
Forcing me to therapy
Washing my hands of you
I'm so glad that we're through
I Should’ve listened, to all my close friends
When they told me, you were no good
Well shame on me , twice for staying
I let this song speak my remedy
My chest started breakin'
The hurt started fading (away)
And then that’s when I knew
That's when I knew
I was through with you
- Jackie Boyz - Washing My Hands (Off You)
Maybe I should wash every trace of you clean.
Damn shit, I can't always be breaking the promises I bound myself to.
This isn't right. *shakes head*
xX Shaun.
Life bites, so deal with it.
9:09 AM
9:09 AM
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Hmm I'm in one of those mood again.
Bloody hell.
I've gotta bleach my heart; burn away all those traces of weakness.
But anyway, I've found some darn good poems so I wanna post them up here.
With credits to the authors of course.
I read this poem in the newspaper one day and I took an instant liking to it.
I believe I've been mistaken- that girl is taken,
I thought that I could let her go,
Let her be on her own,
But I found out,
That I can't do without her touch, her kiss, her love,
She is more precious than a treasure trove,
I can't believe that I made the mistake,
I thought I could fake,
Not loving her, and letting her go,
But now I know,
That I've been mistaken,
And there's no sense in faking,
My love for her is more than I knew,
And now I know what I have to do,
Please let me have one more chance,
So that we can dance,
The one special dance,
The one called love.
Written by Ryan A.
You Do Something To Me
You do something to me - something deep inside
I’m hanging on the wire - for a love I’ll never find
You do something wonderful - then chase it all away
Mixing my emotions - that throws me back again
Hanging on the wire, I’m waiting for my change
I’m dancing through the fire, just to catch a flame -
an’ feel real again
Hanging on the wire, I’m waiting for the change
I’m dancing through the fire, just to catch a flame -
an’ feel real again
You do something to me - somewhere deep inside
I’m hoping to get close to - a peace I cannot find -
Dancing through the fire - just to catch a flame
Just to get close to, just close enough -
To tell you that…..
You do something to me - something deep inside…
Hmm this is written by some blogger whose name I do not know so anyway, if you have the time, do check out her blog.
Midnightserenade
Right, that's about it.
Will update on the shisha outing when I have the chance.
xX Shaun.
Bloody hell.
I've gotta bleach my heart; burn away all those traces of weakness.
But anyway, I've found some darn good poems so I wanna post them up here.
With credits to the authors of course.
I read this poem in the newspaper one day and I took an instant liking to it.
I believe I've been mistaken- that girl is taken,
I thought that I could let her go,
Let her be on her own,
But I found out,
That I can't do without her touch, her kiss, her love,
She is more precious than a treasure trove,
I can't believe that I made the mistake,
I thought I could fake,
Not loving her, and letting her go,
But now I know,
That I've been mistaken,
And there's no sense in faking,
My love for her is more than I knew,
And now I know what I have to do,
Please let me have one more chance,
So that we can dance,
The one special dance,
The one called love.
Written by Ryan A.
You Do Something To Me
You do something to me - something deep inside
I’m hanging on the wire - for a love I’ll never find
You do something wonderful - then chase it all away
Mixing my emotions - that throws me back again
Hanging on the wire, I’m waiting for my change
I’m dancing through the fire, just to catch a flame -
an’ feel real again
Hanging on the wire, I’m waiting for the change
I’m dancing through the fire, just to catch a flame -
an’ feel real again
You do something to me - somewhere deep inside
I’m hoping to get close to - a peace I cannot find -
Dancing through the fire - just to catch a flame
Just to get close to, just close enough -
To tell you that…..
You do something to me - something deep inside…
Hmm this is written by some blogger whose name I do not know so anyway, if you have the time, do check out her blog.
Midnightserenade
Right, that's about it.
Will update on the shisha outing when I have the chance.
xX Shaun.
Life bites, so deal with it.
8:19 AM
8:19 AM
Monday, June 1, 2009
Went to KDU with Zingwei today as I needed some letters from the college for the EPF loan.
Fishy Adam a.k.a. Nadia a.k.a. my dramatical mummy, came down to the Students Registration Office.
Me; Nadia
Hello, where are you? (excited voice) XD
I'm at the SRO with Zingwei.
SRO? SRO, SRO (mutters to herself) What's that?
The Students Registration Office la! >.<"
Fishy Adam a.k.a. Nadia a.k.a. my dramatical mummy, came down to the Students Registration Office.
Me; Nadia
Hello, where are you? (excited voice) XD
I'm at the SRO with Zingwei.
SRO? SRO, SRO (mutters to herself) What's that?
The Students Registration Office la! >.<"
Oh! Where's that?
First floor. (almost slaps forehead. LOL)
That girl don't even know where the SRO is.
Haiyo, 3 months studying there edi some more don't where that office is.
Haiyo, 3 months studying there edi some more don't where that office is.
I got pretty pissed off with those women at the SRO.
My mum went there once to ask for the letters needed for the EPF loan.
They told her that they'll call me up for the letters but 3 weeks later, still no phone call.
I wouldn't have lost my temper if those two weren't so rude.
I know that I'm just a student but... Bloody hell man. GRR!
After that, Zingwei and I bugged Nadia to take us around the campus.
She did it grudgingly though though cause according to her, on our first day of orientation, we will be taken around the campus.
We started exploring the first floor and Nadia showed us the Pastry Kitchen and then the Cafeteria.
Two students approached Nadia while we were at the Le Cafe area to tell her bout their set lunches.
Zingwei ordered the Roasted Chicken set.
Zingwei ordered the Roasted Chicken set.
Both of us wanted to try the student's cooking so we ordered one set. XD
We went to the 4th floor as the upper floors are for the Nursing students.
She claimed those floors were creepy.
Saw Kevin as we walked towards the Library.
He took us to the Drama and Music Room just to show us how it looks like.
We left Kevin and we went to the library; I insisted on not going in though. XD
Nadia was practically screaming to her friends at one floor to another floor when we were at the old wing.
Macam her own house like that.
Zingwei and I were looking at one another in an amused way when Nadia suddenly scream like a banshee. LOL!
After that, we went to the Graphic Design floor.
Actually, I can't remember the Graphic Design floor is in the 4th floor or not.
I just can't remember whether we went to the art gallery first or bumping into Kevin.
Sigh, short term memory loss, what to do?
Tch tch.
Anyway, the art gallery boasts some interesting artworks from the students.
Didn't take any picture though.
We went to the Hotel Management floor next and you should seen how we looked at the mock Suite room.
Like never see before a suite before.
After we were done exploring, we went down to the cafeteria to wait for the food Zingwei ordered.
Talked and talked until Nadia had to run off for her class in the Pastry Kitchen.
Reminds me of the times we used to stay back after school to just talk and talk.
Wished that I could turn back time sometimes but life goes on.
The memories will forever be preserved in that special place in my heart.
*smiles to self*
So, Zingwei and I had a little father-daughter moment.
Precious. =D
Lmao.
Turns out that we were both keeping something from someone until we realised that we had already told that someone bout it ourselves and did not inform one another bout it.
Wait, that sentence came out to be a little weird.
Oh well, my English is rotting like an apple.
When the salad came, I was like o.O because, no offense intended, it looked really un-appetizing. The main course was a bit plain but it's not bad la.
Then again, it's cooked by the students so I can't complain now, can I? ;)
After lunch, I dropped Zingwei home.
My steel baby is really, really dirty now as I'm always lazy when it comes to washing the car.
I really gotta wash that car for real one of these days.
At long last, a decent update this time.
Gosh, I'm so proud of myself.
AHAHAHA!
Aisheh, posting my picture up for no reason.
Confirm vain dah. XD
Till then.
xX Shaun.
Life bites, so deal with it.
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