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Sunday, August 24, 2008

I bloody, fucking love this song now. Check it out.






I did some things i shouldnt have done
Said some things that were wrong
Girl, i was just too scared to fall in love
I have to cuz of my complications
wore out all your patience
girl, i dont blame you for being fed up
but then it hit me all at once, when you left
just like a hundred thousand tons, in my chest
wishing this pain would go away, and leave me
but it gets worse, everyday, cuz babyyy
I cant let you go, I keep tryin but I cant girl
its impossible, i miss you too bad
I cant wish away the pain that i cannot do girl
and all i can say is... i miss you.

tryin to tell myself to move on, to grow up and be strong
girl, i keep thinkin bout those better days
so many things i wanna tell you
like how much i love you
but girl, cant believe you're really gone away
and then it hit me all at once, when you left
just like a hundred thousand tons, in my chest
wishing this pain would go away, and leave me
but it gets worse, everyday, cuz babyyy
I can't let you go, i keep tryin but i cant girl
its impossible, i miss you too bad
I cant wish away the pain that i cannot do girl
and all i can say is... i miss you.

Damn baby girl i miss you so much
wanna hear your voice, wanna feel your touch
wanna feel your heart beating next to mines
but i know that i cant just press rewind
if i could, then i would in an instant
promise that things would be so damn different
promise that i wouldnt be so distant
i cant believe that my best friends gone
without you, it just feel so wrong
what i would give to sing a different song
but your tellin me my chance is blown
all i can do now is just sit and dream
reminiscing on what might have been
wishing you would come back to me
but i know you just want me to set you free

I can't let you go, i keep tryin but i cant girl
its impossible, i miss you too bad
I cant wish away the pain that i cannot do girl
and all i can say is... i miss you.

Blah. It's making me emo once again.

xX Shaun.


Life bites, so deal with it.
8:17 AM


Saturday, August 23, 2008

I've got a new band obsession. Blah, this ain't good. XD
Oh well. My latest obsession is the latest band on the block.
FOREVER THE SICKEST KIDS
Heard of them, no?
If your into rock songs, check them out. You won't go wrong with them. No kidding. ;)



Check out these songs from them now, will ya?

She's a Lady

That For Me

Believe Me, I'm Lying

Catastrophe

The Way She Moves

Hmm I can't really remember what other songs there is.

Xin Yi bloody made me obsessed with 3OH!3's Don't Trust Me. Bloody nice song with cute lyrics. XD






Black dress with the tights underneath,
I got the breath of the last cigarette on my teeth,
And shes an actress (actress),
But she ain't got no need.
Shes got money from her parents in a trust fund back east.
T-t-t-tongues always pressed to your cheeks,
While my tongue is on the inside of some other girls teeth,
T-tell your boyfriend if he says hes got beef,
That I'm a vegetarian and I ain't fucking scared of him.

She wants to touch me (Woah),
She wants to love me (Woah),
She'll never leave me (Woah, woah, oh, oh),
Don't trust a ho,
Never trust a ho,
Won't trust a ho,
Because a ho won't trust me.

X's on the back of your hands,
Wash them in the bathroom to drink like the bands.
And your setlist (setlist),
You stole off the stage,
Had red and purple lipstick all over the page.
B-b-b-bruises cover your arms,
Shaking in the fingers with the bottle in your palm.
And the best is (best is),
No one knows who you are,
Just another girl alone at the bar.

She wants to touch me (Woah),
She wants to love me (Woah),
She'll never leave me (Woah, woah, oh, oh),
Don't trust a ho,
Never trust a ho,
Won't trust a ho,
Because a ho won't trust me.

Shush girl shut your lips,
Do the Hellen Keller and talk with your hips.
I said, Shush girl shut your lips,
Do the Hellen Keller and talk with your hips.
I said, Shush girl shut your lips,
Do the Hellen Keller and talk with your hips.

Woah, woah, woah...

She wants to touch me (Woah),
She wants to love me (Woah),
She'll never leave me (Woah, woah, oh, oh),
Don't trust a ho,
Never trust a ho,
Won't trust a ho,
Because a ho won't trust me.

Just gotta love this song!!

Oh and Ne-Yo's gotta be one of the greatest RnB singers around. He's just coming up with great tunes la. Tak boleh tahan la. Check out Miss Independent.



My current favourite RnB artiste, the Ne-Yo. XD

Alright, that'll be all for now.

Toodles!

xX Shaun.


Life bites, so deal with it.
5:26 AM


Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Hmm I think I won't blog about my birthday. Terlalu lazy. XD
So we, the CGLians, had our Prom Night on 9/8/08. It wasn't that fun, wasn't that bad either.

But one thing's for sure,
My RM55 went down the drain
I paid that much just to take pictures non-stop for 4 whole hours.
Tch tch.
Should have eaten to my heart's content wan.
Oh well.


Anyway, I shall start from the beginning of the day.


We had school in the morning. Instead of studying, we had this Hari Kokurikulum. Participated in the basketball game and we weren't really playing to win. Some more I sucked so badly at this game. Aiyo.


We were dismissed at 12.30 p.m. and I slept for like 15 minutes before I got up to clean my white DC shoe and also to get ready to go to Izue's house. Her mum fetched us to Odyssey to get our hair done. Her mum wanted to take us to another saloon but then Izue insisted on going to Odyssey as Sha was there. In the end, we regretted getting our hair done there. XD We saw Pn. Cheah and Hwei Yuin at Odyssey and not forgetting Sha too.


After getting our hair done, we went back to Izue's place for that girl to change and also to make up. Tch tch.





We reached Gurney Hotel at 6.30 p.m. and we talked to Izni and the others for a while before going up to register. Met up with Grace there and we down to wait for Xin Yi and Ah Goh to come. They came around 7-ish I think and we went up to the toilet on the 3rd floor to vain. XD





After we puas with vaining, we went into the ballroom. I tell you ar, there were beautiful girls everywhere you turn la. Haha. Then the 4 hours of vaining began.


For the lucky draw, I won a table fan. Haha I thought I'm winning something really nice when Florence hand me a big box. Mana tau, it's a table fan. Oh well, at least I won something.



Aha, the proud owner of the table fan. XD


After a while, Izue and I went out for the photoshoot thing coz there weren't that much people that time. If I have the chance, I'll try to upload those pictures up.


Here are some pictures that I managed to get/taken with my phone. The rest are, well, taken with people's camera. XD


With Janice,


With Munee,

With Yi Lin a.k.a. The Screamer =P


With Adelene,


With Nabila, Kaan and Izni darling,

With Pn Shamala (my form teacher in Form 1),


With Zi Xin,


With Serene darling and Laureene,


With Pn. Rajes (my current form teacher),


With Pn Lim,


With Che Yen,


With Che Hui darling (I think) XD


With my 'beloved' wife, Hanisah

With Michelle,

With Michelle and Che Hui darling,


With Celia, Izni darling, my 'beloved' wife Izue and Sarah


With Michelle and Che Yen


With Michelle and Che Yen once again,



With Michelle and Che Hui darling,

Right, that's about all the pictures that I have for now.

Prom ended at 10 p.m. and I hung around Gurney Hotel for a while before going to Gurney Plaza with Michelle to catch a movie. If you still haven't watch Meet Dave, go watch it! Lol. That movie is kinda hilarious. After the movie, we went to Sunrise McD to meet up with Kaan, Munee and Sophia. Sat there for a while before we went to find Izni and her Kie Kie at Mr. Pot. Munee and Sophia left us at Mr. Pot to join Izni. We went to Khaleel for supper after that. So hungry la I tell you. Since Kaan ate a lot during prom, she just ordered something to drink.

We went to Gurney Hotel to find Zi Xin and Zingwei after supper. These two pigs were sleeping at the lobby la. Tch tch. Like so unwanted only la. XD Kaan got so syok with the elephant ornament that she played with it non-stop. Haha.

Then we went up to their hotel room( Zi Xin's and Zingwei's) and Kaan threaten Zi Xin that she'll scream if she don't follow us back to our hotel. Lol Kaan will make a good kidnapper one day. Kidding, kidding!

And so our journey to Berjaya Hotel begin with Kaan as the leader who nicely brought us ONE big round to our hotel at 4 a.m. A little too early for a morning walk, eh? Haha still it couldn't compare to the walk to St. Georges. Now that's bloody far.

We finally reached the hotel 35 minutes later and I bloody slept for less than an hour I think. too much interruptions la. Tch tch.

The next morning, Kaan and I went down for the buffet as I was the only one awake that time. After buffet, we went back to the hotel and wait for the others to wake up before going swimming. Che Hui, Serene and Michelle stayed at the room to sleep though.

Here are some random pics. Muahaha!



Kaan and Che Hui darling


Our superman daddy is sleeping. Shhhh!

HAHA, picture taken by Michelle. She'll kill me if she sees this. XD


Finally, our messy room. XD


After that, the twins, Yi Qin, Michelle, Serene and I went to Gurney Plaza. Spent half our time there at the arcade. I followed Serene at 3 something I think as it was kinda dangerous for her to walk to One Stop to catch a bus.



Serene's dog, Zai Zai, taking a bite at my pants. Non-stop chasing after my pants la. Tch tch.

Right, that'll be all for the prom updates.


Toodles!

xX Shaun.


Life bites, so deal with it.
3:42 AM


Wednesday, August 13, 2008

masih tertinggal bayanganmu
yang telah membekas di relung hatiku
hujan tanpa henti seolah pertanda
cinta tak di sini lagi
kau tlah berpaling

biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini, ohh
menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
engkau pergi, aku takkan pergi
kau menjaga, aku takkan jauh
sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

masih adakah cahaya rindumu
yang dulu selalu cerminkan hatimu
aku takkan bisa menghapus dirimu
meski ku lihat kini
kau di seberang sana

andai akhirnya
kau tak juga kembali
aku tetap sendiri
menjaga hati
Yovie Dan Nuno - Menjaga Hati
A bloody good song. Check it out.

Life bites, so deal with it.
3:50 AM


Friday, August 8, 2008

Ha, don't mind the title, I have no idea what to write for my title. Well here's the update that you want, longkang kia. XD


July 29th


School was okay today and boring as usual. Just the same old. We tried to skip Morale class but then Pn. Indra sent people to come and check on us. She didn't use the Media Room but instead conduct her 'lesson' in 5 Pintar and we were in 5 Terampil. And we were making a lot of noise so its no wonder she called people o come and check on us. Cheh. That 5 Pintar class is too small to accommodate (sp?) so many of us la.



During History, I walked around the whole Form 5 block just to skip answering questions. At first, I went to the toilet then I came back to class and they told me that it's still not my turn so I just turned around and walked out of class. Pn. Hooi didn't even notice, I tell you. Too absorb in teaching edi la. Haha.




After school, Serene, Izue and I went to Grace's car and wait till there's no car leaving the school. Grace dropped me at my house for me to change then she drove us all the way to Queens. Izue wasn't in the car that time. She went back for her tuition first. Met up with Spencer in Borders. In case your wondering, Spencer is Serene's boyfriend. He came all the way down from KL just to see her. So sweet la those two. XD Too bad I only took one picture of them. After that, we went to Paddington House of Pancakes for a bite.



Here's Serene and Spencer. XD



After a while, Spencer's friends, Bright and Kai Soon ( I think that his name) joined us.



That Bright said I looked like an 11 year old. What the... But never mind la, it means I won't look my age when I grow older. Muahaha! But then, I'm not the only one with the kiddish looks. Bright looks like a kid too and he claims that I was getting back at him for saying that I look like an 11 year. Tch tch.



Serene and Spencer went maksiat-ing and I'm left behind with Bright and Kai Soon. So we went to the kid's arcade in Jusco to play Space Hockey or whatever you call that thing with two 'sticks' on the table with a flat disc which you hit using those 'sticks' while, uh, gliding the 'sticks' on the table. XD I don't know what the hell I just wrote.



Kai Soon played against Bright in the first and second round then Bright challenged me. Muahaha I BEAT him 7-2. Sad thing that he lost all 3 rounds. =P Then those two went to play the drums game.






We went to Borders after that and we spend our time there, waiting for the two love birds to finish maksiat-ing. I tell you, it's so BLOODY COLD till I was practically shivering all over. No kidding man. Mr and Mrs. Martin came to Borders around 5 and Serene and I left Queens after that.



Yes, I know my post is boring. I'm not really in the mood to blog la. No mood for anything nowadays. Sheesh...


That'd be all for now. When I feel like it, I'll blog on my birthday.


Here's a little video I created. Heheh. Watch it.





Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

xX Shaun.


Life bites, so deal with it.
5:23 AM


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