Friday, June 26, 2009
OH MY GOD!
I can't believe that Michael Jackson is DEAD. *cries*
I grew up listening to his songs and now he's dead!?
NOOOOOOOO!!!
My greatest idol in the world is dead.
Okay enough of that.
This is gonna be a post filled with poems.
Some of these poems are from my previous post but I'm reposting them so Yee Lin can read them and give me comments on them. XD
I wrote this poem in class today.
Not the best one but heck, it's been so long since I last written a decent poem.
The stars and the moon
seemed so bright when your with me,
After you left,
Colours had no
meaning to me,
Brightness is only a word
in the dictionary,
As I lay under the blanket of stars tonight,
I wish you could be here to share
this night's beauty with me,
But nothing compares to your beauty,
Not the stars, not even the moon,
Girl, you are way too beautiful,
Your lips are what I yearned for,
Your heart is where I wish to place myself into,
Your arms I want to be in,
Your eyes are the quicksand I want to be swallowed in,
And your love is the one drug that I need for my high,
Could we ever possibly have another chance again,
To dance this dance of love?
Suck-ish, yes?
Here's another one.
How I wish to see your face one again,
How I wish to see the smile that got my
heart fluttering,
How I wish I could hear your voice; even just for a second,
How I wish to hear your infectious laughter on
those dull days,
How I wish that I wasn't so addicted to the love
you once gave me,
How I wish that every song I hear wouldn't
remind me of you,
How I wish that I could stop faking not loving you
and just be over you for real.
My masterpiece. XD
WELL, I'm just exaggerating la.
There you stand,
In all your glory; lo and behold,
So painstakingly beautiful; the beauty I yearned to touch,
Steps I had taken; none too far none too near,
Away from the untarnished jewel of my eye; I longed,
Far too long had my frail being besotted by the brilliance you radiate,
Yet you are like heroine; I am addicted beyond hope,
If I had to risk a friendship to make these damned feelings gone; I will,
For I'm done building walls after walls and masquerading,
The pain of losing you still runs clear in my veins like venom,
The venom that will be the death of me someday,
Forgive me for my whines about my disability to move on; it annoys me to the very core so to speak,
I wish for a cure for these sleepless nights; for I am at my most vulnerable,
The memories plays on like a bad movie; black and white, muted,
When the world sleeps the night away; my mind takes a peek at your image like a Peeping Tom on the run,
And it is during this time am I deranged enough to put pointless and senseless words to pen and paper,
Putting the most discussed topic in ink; You,
And so darling watch me dance; with steps none too far none too near,
Pray, bear with my dance annoying as it may be,
'Till my disability flows to yesterdays that won't return; till my whines drown in the sounds of the past,
Until then my darling, let this drug-induced fool dance.
And the last poem for this post.
I wished I've gotten over you in
the year before we got together,
So I wouldn't have to pick up the
pieces that are broken once again,
Yes, I am still very much captivated
by you; that's my confession,
Forgive me for pushing you away at time; know
that I'm afraid to fall like I did before,
Constantly I've been thinking; wondering if I
should move on or wait like a fool,
Or maybe, just maybe it's time to close these
open arms; walk away from this mess I've choose
to fall into,
Forget about 'us'; there's only 'you' and 'me' now...
xX Shaun.
Life bites, so deal with it.
6:20 AM
