Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Okayyy.
So my blog died...again.
Just like the owner. x)
Oh well.
Not much to update about actually.
Hmm maybe I'll write a little of what I'm feeling now?
So, we prove that we were crazy when we decided to give some unknown driver a free show in the form of tecktonik and lala poses in Pulau Tikus. XD
It was fun though, to be able to bring smiles/ laughter to people's faces. XD
Ahh scratch that.
That was totally a random thought.
Okay laaa.
I shall start ranting now that my blog is set to private.
Muahahaha!
That means YOU can't read what I wrote.
Oh man. XD
Riiggghhhhttt...
So I've been feeling a little hopeless ever since I found out that the person that you love with all your heart is none other than...him. =.=
Died over and over again just by watching how close the two of you were in college.
Oh well, 2 years isn't that long now is it? =(
I guess I could live with all these shit. *sigh*
AND, it really broke me when I heard that you hate yourself a lot for hurting me.
Girl, you shouldn't be hating yourself when I'm the one that brings this pain upon myself. *sigh*
But to act indifferent I must.
As much as I wanna be close to you, I can't.
I see his shadow in your eyes.
That's why whenever you are near, I'll just walk away to be on my own.
It's too much to look into those eyes.
Too unbearable to look your way coz all I see is him being next to you, making you laugh.
ARGHHH!!
To hell with these shitty feelings man.
I tried to get over you, you know?
Tried and failed so many times that I'm just so sick and tired of trying anymore.
AND, I'm definitely sick and tired of reading your plurks about him.
It only spells more heartaches for me.
Damn me. =.=
I can't complete with your walking checklist.
Never did stand a chance from the very start.
I think I'll just stop here before it leads to something else more...private.
This is something I found so yeah, I'll just post it up. x)
I miss you, I need you. If only you knew the pain I feel when I'm not with you and I'm thinking about you all day which never makes the pain go away. The pain I have knowing that this might be my last day, my last breath, that you may be my last kiss, my last love. The pain you put me through, I hope you never have to feel because the pain makes you not want to feel.
xX Shaun.
So my blog died...again.
Just like the owner. x)
Oh well.
Not much to update about actually.
Hmm maybe I'll write a little of what I'm feeling now?
So, we prove that we were crazy when we decided to give some unknown driver a free show in the form of tecktonik and lala poses in Pulau Tikus. XD
It was fun though, to be able to bring smiles/ laughter to people's faces. XD
Ahh scratch that.
That was totally a random thought.
Okay laaa.
I shall start ranting now that my blog is set to private.
Muahahaha!
That means YOU can't read what I wrote.
Oh man. XD
Riiggghhhhttt...
So I've been feeling a little hopeless ever since I found out that the person that you love with all your heart is none other than...him. =.=
Died over and over again just by watching how close the two of you were in college.
Oh well, 2 years isn't that long now is it? =(
I guess I could live with all these shit. *sigh*
AND, it really broke me when I heard that you hate yourself a lot for hurting me.
Girl, you shouldn't be hating yourself when I'm the one that brings this pain upon myself. *sigh*
But to act indifferent I must.
As much as I wanna be close to you, I can't.
I see his shadow in your eyes.
That's why whenever you are near, I'll just walk away to be on my own.
It's too much to look into those eyes.
Too unbearable to look your way coz all I see is him being next to you, making you laugh.
ARGHHH!!
To hell with these shitty feelings man.
I tried to get over you, you know?
Tried and failed so many times that I'm just so sick and tired of trying anymore.
AND, I'm definitely sick and tired of reading your plurks about him.
It only spells more heartaches for me.
Damn me. =.=
I can't complete with your walking checklist.
Never did stand a chance from the very start.
I think I'll just stop here before it leads to something else more...private.
This is something I found so yeah, I'll just post it up. x)
I miss you, I need you. If only you knew the pain I feel when I'm not with you and I'm thinking about you all day which never makes the pain go away. The pain I have knowing that this might be my last day, my last breath, that you may be my last kiss, my last love. The pain you put me through, I hope you never have to feel because the pain makes you not want to feel.
xX Shaun.Life bites, so deal with it.
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